It was just came to my mind that my lover,now must be somewhere in the world- -,knows none about me.

I watched blue books which were dad's at 14, and now they are still lie in the bookcasemy of dad's study

 I have just put out my second cigarette.

I am weak and afriend of fall in love.

I have many secrects.

Will  I share with him?

Will he still love me, if I tell him my secrects?

I don't know.

My lover,my lover, will you leave me?

I am weak and I am afriend I will continue.

Please don't leave me even though we still never meet each other.

My lover I have secrects, and I love you.

Please don't go.