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我想每个人都想追求好的生活，至少我是，我想让我的家人都生活的好，这可能跟个人的成长环境有关系。

从小，家里就不怎么富裕，却要同时供两个孩子上学。最最亲爱的老爸为了我失去了工作，只能回到家中靠着几亩农田有点收入。后来上初中、高中、大学，要交的各种费用逐渐增多，家里也更加困难，我上高中的时候，老爸跟别人一起养鸡，辛苦两个月可能也就挣个一千多块钱；后来我上大学了，年纪一大把的老爸又跟别人一起出去打工，一天的体力活也就三十块钱；老爸在部队留下了病根，随着年龄的增长加上这次打工，老爸的老毛病又犯了，经常腿疼、关节疼。然而，我做了什么呢？我却是一个极不孝顺的女儿。曾经我埋怨，还特没良心的跟老妈吵架；上大学的时候，老爸送我去学校回去一病就是一个月，而我连个电话都没有。想起那个时候不懂事的我，就恨我自己。

工作了，慢慢的我也懂事了，尤其是在08年我信靠了上帝，让我

生活：很多时候明明知道做的是错的，可很难控制住自己的情绪；我知道有些事情是早晚要面对的，可不要总是强调给我听；不想去想那渺茫的未来甚至害怕去想象，可有时候不自觉的，思想就到了那时刻，想象的那一瞬间是痛苦的；正在慢慢的调整，不断的说服自己去接受。爱一个人要全身心的去付出，任何时候任何情况都不割舍。

Life:I know clearly what I did is wrong many a times,but it is difficult to control myself; I know some things are waiting to face,but please do not often emphasis that  before me; I don't want to think the uncertain future even scared

Compared with what we ought to be,we are only half awake. We are making use of only a small part of our physical and mental resources. Stating the things broadly,the human individual thus lives far within his limits. He posesses power of various sorts which he habitually fails to use.

Yes,you who are reading these lines possess powers of various sorts which you habitually fails to use; and on

Instead of condemning people,let's try to understand them.Let's try to figure out why they do what they do.It is a lot more profitable and intriguing than criticism,and it breeds sympathy,tolearance and kindness."to know all is to forgive all."

the habit of finding fault,of reprimanding--this was my reward to you for being a boy.it is not that I did not love you,it was that I expected too much of youth.I was measuring you by the yardsticks of my years.