Eva Young&Ray

今晚10点半的飞机出去去法国，一点感觉都没有~

有的只是恐怖和担心~确实是又要到一个陌生的环境去生活一个月，但这对我来说小事情~

更多的是其他的事情，很怕这一个月远离中国，与中国基本日夜颠倒，有什么不好的事发生~

是我自己太杞人忧天啦？希望是这样啦~

我只希望可以什么都顺顺利利，然后回到澳洲，然后~~

我努力让自己成长，不再做弱智的小孩子，要多点用脑，多思考~

社会真的很残酷，还没踏入，它已经给我了一个狠狠的下马威~

虽然是这样，我依然希望自己可以尽快进入社会，可以不再给人说，唉，你学生妹，不懂得啦~

想跟人分享所有的东西，开心的，不开心的~可是为什么总是有距离~

因为我还是学生，还没有进入社会？

我想跟你站在同一起跑线上~想可以和你分享你的所有东西~

what word can describe my feelling today?exhaustion and frustration.

still, not physical but psychological~

today,i forced myself to make financial support calls~

i would like to thanks to my familys,all of you,thank you for supporting me firmly.

but stress comes along~what if i disappointed you? that means your money was wasted.

i'm not a talented

today,i should make my effort to start my logisics workshop assignment,but i failed.

i'm not in mood~have no reason~

i start to realize that jogging in morning is not good thing for me ~

it made me sleep all day,doing nothing~break my schedule~so give up tmr~

immersing all day until i made call to my family and ray~

it is so good to hear their voice, ray's,yibby's,father's and grandma's~

 I've never expected that  there are hundred tons of work to finish in this semester 2.

sometimes i wanna scream to the sky, i wanna go home.i don't like australia,never ever.

nevertheless, i know i need to finish the thing i started.i am the guy dislike give up halfway.

so much thing to do ,leading me quite dubitable whether i can pass all the courses as i wish.

 又返到澳洲一个星期啦！难以想象，自己曾经返过屋企。

屋企无灭边变，多左小小饰品。

离开九个月，返到去感觉好似从来无离开过~

一个月时间过得太快啦，根本就陪唔到咩人，做唔好咩事~

无陪老妈行街，无陪ray去旅游，好多好多~~~

亲人真系最重要噶！

离开噶时候，我又哭了~~

我知道，车外边的爸妈，妹弟肯定也在梗咽~

所以我赶快离开~

返到澳洲，感觉都好似无离开过，我已经习惯尼度啦~

不过岩返来噶几日，好似一直都无法适宜尼度噶生活，

甚至到宜家，都系觉得想返屋企。

原因可能系一返来就比老师罚一个人做一个group噶作业~

我只不过系缺左一堂课姐~就要甘惩罚我~