shadow_derek ねさ的博客

It is a fantasic thing for we three to have a short tour together without bothers. Yes,we did have a nice tour and relaxes that make us have a new and different sight there.

For us , bored after the 80's , there are so many temptations around us that maybe , have us "go astray" and enjoy in it . But ，generally speaking, I feel we three are not the specials and we also conserve some what we should have as most same aged. Indeed , we are the conservatives. That is right!

This is first chance for us,JP,HTY and I, to travel anther stange city on our own .As the time we made ,we three left HF to go to CH in the afternoon .What is most attract us is the hotspring in Bantang Town and that is our chief purpose here.

And there is our wasting time and routine as followed:

TIME: MOOD:

15:20 eventually arrived the destination a little excited

15:30 out of the coach station and found the bus to Bantang happy & interested

15:45 got on the bus & free thought what we would see next rejoicing

16:06 found out we had passed the stop&came to the village local stonish

16:08 got off the bus & went back on foot because of no cars not to matter

16:18 asked a stranger for help & took photoes with the view expected

16:36 reached a hotspring sanitarium for the olders disappointed but expected

16:45 kept searching complaining

17:10 went on searching disappointed completely

17:14 found a hotel with hotspring but no rooms nervous breakdown

17:20 went back to the CH city dispressed

17:35 got to the city centre & went for hotel and entertainment for night back to excited

17:50 got a hotel but not too good------pass not to change

17:58 saw a hotel but so many requirements------pass keep on&come on

18:15 asked a by-passer , got the hotel & taxied there satisfied

18:20 checked in relax

18:40 went for dinner---also a long process tired

18:54 went in a idiomatical restaurant & enjoy the food pretty good

20:00 dinner over and taxied to the bar called "baidu" here excited

20:10 into the bar and began to have fun & drinking& dancing relax so much

23:45 taxied back to our hotel a little disappointed

00:05 changed chothers and went bathing joy

00:50 wating for the rubdowns expected

01:24 rubdown-ing and talking in the room nice and happy

01:38-03:20 calling,went out of the hotel, wen back ,interview........ complicated badly

04:10 went to sleep maybe dreaming.....

08:20 JP woke up &woke HTY and I up sleepy except JP

11:20 JP woke us up again and got ready to check out left a bit regret

12:15 left CH to home ..........(we'll back)

when three men meet a woman - shadow_derek ねさ - shadow_derek ねさ的博客

So many interesting things happened on us in CH that night ,in the restaurant ,the bar or the hotel.......

After the travell, I think we all will go to another city or places just for fun and our recall in the future,because it leaves us some nice things deserved to talk some day !

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fuck

2008-9-13 2:22:34 阅读(30) 评论(8)

I don't know if it is a long long journey between us! Too many hindrances and too many impossibilities are there in our road . We ,every person must have his role,his own director and his love .When you go away from love ,of course, you will lose yourself and must think that if there is not love existing in the world and in us ,then we will not sad for that. However, where there is not love ,there are not us !

I know that it is a long long journey between us! Cause of your action ,your face and your word,which make me uncertain! Maybe without the egg, I won't be happy. Maybe without the egg, I will feel lonely when I am alone in the campus. Maybe without the egg, I will not know where the delicious food is! Maybe without the egg, I may walk in the day and night on my own !

We maybe both know it is a long long journey! Pahaps one day we meet again in somewhere, we both have our live ,but we may have more maturity less innocence !I always tell myself I may be abandened one day ,but I also insist that we probably go together along the road in the end !

Do you know that? The bear loves the egg so much and till now it have not changed! But why you always doult the love of the bear !

Do you know that? Every time you say that "love has changed " to me, do you know my feelings?! You do not understand for ever ! How easy to say that words you are! But do you really feel my heart and what I am thinking! No !You do not at all ! The words appear to be unimportant ,maybe you think. However I will think my effort is the fuck wasting ! And the action you did makes me out of my passion and my ehthusiasm.

I can not have it over and at last what I will say is that you don't understand me at all

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No acting

2008-8-26 11:57:24 阅读(24) 评论(3)

Some guys ,some things always are passing by from us ,just leaving uncertainty.

Some guys will be the passer-by in our life in the end and some things will be go to

be happening towards the direction beyond our imagine in the end !

So many years so many guys we have met ,but we gain what? Nothing!

Maybe till one day, we can find that only is a game of affair.

So many guys have become the ones we can no longer know and are such good at

acting, pretending she or he is pretty good and innocent. However, she or he is only

a actor,actress actually ! Why to hide yourself ?

Just do as yourdelf and say what you want !

对于我，JP,HTY，很多人都只不过是过客，匆匆走过，一面之缘，之后甚至行如陌路,

一支烟的时间足够看清一个人，那又怎样呢？

太多事、太多人太虚幻，超出我们的想象，超出我们的控制....

在不断追求新鲜、刺激的同时，我们也看到了自己...

我们的付出没有换来什么，只是无奈和失望,

对于我们来说，与其说失望，倒不如说是没有在准确的时间做准确的事，

战略失误，执行乏力，

相比一流的战略，三流的执行来说，我更喜欢一流的执行，三流的战略！

对于擅长表演的人，我们有我们的想法，

表演，适度就好，过了，则太假！

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长大？长大！不想长大！

2008-8-21 18:31:38 阅读(15) 评论(3)

有谁会了解“责任”这个词的含义，可能只有到了你真正长大了，才能体会这个词的内涵，

责任，对父母的责任，

责任，对爱人的责任，

责任，对孩子的责任，

责任，对社会的责任....

可能像我们这样80后的人，体会不到真正的做一个社会性、成熟的人的感慨、压力、恐惧、疲倦，因为我们有着太多的优越、太多的保护，

而这次我真的疲倦了，真的感到恐惧了，真的感到压力了，真的感慨了，感慨要做一个真正的成人是那么的辛苦和劳累，而这种疲倦是需要我们用时间、用意志、用汗水、用痛苦去换来的！

我不想长大了，尽管我原来是那么的渴望长大，以为这样就可以变的成熟，当然这是不可能的，这是我们每个人都要面对，而且必须面对的，我们都不可避免的要长大、要成为一个真正的社会性的人！

为了“家人”，为了这个名誉上的“责任”，我付了“体会责任、感受长大”的门票，当我不停的奔波在各个部门之间，而且不得不去问一切我所不知道的东西的时候，我真的感到累了，不停的在门诊部、住院部、急诊室之间奔跑。

80后的我们本可以打打下手，可能就是帮助家人按按医院电梯的按钮，或是只是坐在走廊上就可以了，但是一个人却做了很多可能需要3、5年后才要做的事，一些本不需要他去做的事，但他没有去责怪命运，因为在这个世界上还是有太多值得他珍惜和感激的人了，像妈妈、小蛋，还有家人，他知道他必须去承受这些，而且必须去挺起腰杆做好，他帮助病人找医院、挂号、做CT、在各个缴费处缴钱、找科室、听医生说情况、与医生交流、所有该做的他都必须一个人去做！无助吗？当然！因为这是第一次！累吗？当然！因为他感到透不过气来！看到别人用很奇怪的眼光看自己，看到别人觉得你小，把你的事不当回事，而你必须去硬着头皮去说，这种感觉真的坏极了！心里真的感到好累，但又不得不去承担，去扛着，一次次鼓起勇气去和成人交谈自己的事、去要求医生重视下自己.......

我不想长大了，至少是现在不想了，不想去想那些不得不去思考、不得不去做的事！

我真的感到好累、好累，只想一直睡着，什么都不要想，就是睡着就好...................

真的没想到这一天是这么的难！

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Negol's Olympic

2008-8-18 22:41:36 阅读(17) 评论(6)

今天，我们negol一行5人要完成我们的第一届Olympic精神运动会，

我们准时来到安农的体育馆，

进入场地后，

我们放下球拍、换了衣服、做了热身，那式子正的，就像真正的运动员，

接着比赛正式开始了，

在短短的3个小时里，我们将要决出混双、男单、女单3个奖项，

虽然就只有5个人.....

我们秉承“比赛第一，友谊不管”的精神，每个人都使劲了全力，

什么动作都有，只要能得分就是英雄....

很不幸，我和WL抽到了一组，那一刹那，我就知道我们无缘混双冠军了....

更不幸的还在后面，没想到P和水獭的球技这么高超，

所以毫无悬念的，我很顺利的被男单组淘汰，

接下来的任务就是当裁判了，

那个女单打的实在让人看到心寒啊，

WL 0：2不敌毛，我想说的是——简直不是一个级别的，受罪啊！.....

一下午的时间很快就过去了，我们都筋疲力尽了，

整个右边胳膊简直不能动，

晚上吃饭，当我们端酒杯庆祝我们第一次运动会圆满结束时，

发现每个人的手都在颤抖，看来打羽毛球也不是想象中那么容易啊，

我们聊着比赛的过程，闲扯，肆无忌惮的想说什么就说什么，感觉特别轻松，

我们希望以后我们NEGOL还会有赛艇赛，100米游泳，篮球赛等等.....

快来加入我们吧......

跟这样一帮人在一起，特别舒服，

不用想着说，

不用猜心思，

不用表里不一，

不用口是心非，
希望可以和这样一帮人一直在一起，不管以后大家遇到什么问题，

都可以很轻松的聚在一起，相互倾诉，一起玩，一起闹......

我想这一定会实现的！NEGOL们，加油吧！！！

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国足—你们是国家队吗？

2008-8-13 21:49:43 阅读(8) 评论(1)

1、停球
把球停到自己脚下10毫米的后卫，是巴西球员；
把球停到自己脚下10厘米的后卫，是西班牙球员；
把球停到自己脚下10分米的后卫，是德国球员；
把球停到自己脚下100米，并形成射门，迫使对方门将做出扑救的后卫，是中国球员。
2、传球
能够做出50米外精确长传，找到场上队友的球员，是英国球员；
能够做出5米内精巧二过一的球员，是阿根廷球员；
能够做出5米内短传传丢，并且后卫前锋隔着50米就玩二过一的球员，是中国球员。
3、射门
能够在30米外劲射破门的球员，是德国球员；
能够通过精妙配合在门前3米打空门得手的球员，是葡萄牙球员；
能够在罚点球时把角旗打翻的球员，是中国球员
4、带球
能够把球从本方底线带到对方半场的球员，是荷兰球员；
能够把球从本方底线带到对方底线的球员，是巴西球员；
能够把球从本方球员脚下抢断，并带到本方球门里的，是中国球员。
能够把球带得像亨利一样的，是李Y大帝。
5、球风
能够对裁判鼓掌的球员，是欧洲球员；
能够对裁判说脏话的球员，是南美球员；
能够对裁判吐口水和追打的球员，是中国球员。
6、踩单车
能够连踩8个单车，得到点球的球员，是巴西球员；
能够连踩3个单车，突入禁区助攻的球员，是葡萄牙球员；
能够连踩半个单车，把自己摔成骨折的球员，是中国球员。
7、体能
能够狂奔90分钟，面不改色的球员，是韩国球员；
能够奔跑90分钟，气喘吁吁的球员，是欧洲球员；
能够跑动90分钟，汗流浃背的球员，是南美球员；
能够散步90分钟，倒地抽筋的球员，是中国球员。
8、速度
能够跑得比球快的球员，是荷兰球员；
能够跑得跟球一样快的球员，是英国球员；
能够跑得跟裁判一样快的球员，是马尔代夫球员；
连裁判都跑不过的球员，是中国球员。
9、态度
把足球当成生命的，是非洲球员；
把足球当成工作的，是欧洲球员；
把足球当成游戏的，是南美球员；
把足球当成儿戏的，是中国球员

10、远射

直挂死角的，是欧洲球员

帮对手解围的，是中国球员
中国男足为什么总是输?
一、草皮不适应
1、草皮太硬了
2、草皮太软了
3、不适应阔叶草及其它一些草
二、天气原因
1、下雪
2、下雨
3、下冰雹
4、阳光太好了
5、冷
6、热
7、不冷不热（不能给对手造成麻烦）
三、赛场因素
1、场内因素： A、裁判帮他们 B、裁判不帮我们
C、对手身体太强壮 D、对手技术太细腻
E、门柱帮了他们 F、对方守门员发挥BT+超常
G、补时太短 H、补时太长
2、场外因素： A、客场作战，气氛影响 B、主场作战，干扰太大
C、观众不为我们喝彩 D、有人往场内扔手雷
四、抽签抽得不好
1、同组都是强队踢输了，我拷死亡之组，按惯例当然应该中国队输,无论中国在那一组都是死亡之组。
2、同组都是中等水平队踢输了，主要是想赢怕输的思想包袱太重了，队员们没能放
得开手脚。
3、同组都是弱队踢输了，对对手不够重视，麻痹大意，一时疏忽。
五、其他原因（外在）
1、对亚洲强队踢输了，恐X心理在作怪，走不出阴影。
2、对亚洲弱队踢输了，对手进步太大了，太大了，我们对他们没有秘密可言了
都。
3、对欧洲弱队踢输了，中国队输给了欧洲队。
4、对欧洲强队（比如意大利队）0：1踢输了，告诉大家一个好消息：中国队仅
以0：1输给了强大的意大利队！！
5、对欧洲强队（比如意大利队）0：10踢输了，中国队踢出了自已的一惯水平，
队员们也努力了，结果也不出全国人民所料。
6、对欧洲强队（比如意大利队）0：100踢输了，精彩的比赛！意大利某球星进
了20个，某球星进了25个！看来中国队跟意大利队的水平差距确实是有一点的。
六、其他原因（内在球员）
1、“海龟派”没回来踢输了，我们雪藏主力。
2、“海龟派”回来踢输了，时差没倒过来。
七、其他原因（内在综合）
1、主教练技术差！
2、中国球迷素质差！
3、中国足协这个名字差！
4、中国队——队医技术差！
5、中国足协领导人——办公室里那位倒水扫地的大妈差！
八、没有我们想不到的
草皮不软不硬，天气不冷不凉，裁判和门柱净帮着我们，对方没有守门员，补时时间
长短我们说了算，到第三国去比赛，观众全都为我们猛喝彩，观众全都不往场内扔手雷，
抽了一个人人都说好的签，“海龟派”回来后猛睡了一个月倒回时差参加比赛，换了个主
教练，换了批外国球迷，换了个中国足协——的牌子，换了中国队——的队医，换了个中
国足协领导人——办公室里的打杂大妈，踢输了——
怪天怪地怪裁判怪外教什么都怪就是不怪自己

为什么中国球员停球经常飞出自己几米以外？为什么中国球员长传要么过顶就出界，要么界内就不过顶？.....他们都在干什么？！人家在训练甚至加练时，他们在干什么？吃好的，玩好的，喝好的，搂好的，大家心知肚明！这样的球队，这样的素质，这样如此缺乏信托责任，输球，而且一直输球是必然的结果！！！！

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Failure

2008-8-11 15:51:29 阅读(33) 评论(2)

I am a really good failing guy. You know what? Every person is basebred,for that when some guys really care them, but they say that is fuck care ,is useless unction and other the hell words!! And I am the right person that give her that care!

I am a really good failure! You know what? I am really loving my mother who ,I believe ,gives me the courage ,strength and spports me whenever and wherever ! She will never hurt me ! You know what?

I am failing badly ! You know what? The thinking of a person can be changed compeletly! It is easy to do that if the guy is quick-change!

I am the hell failure ! You know what ? A man can not lose his self-esteem and confidence which are the whole content in his heart. A man is the bridge linking two women,but when the right one is broken and the other must be disappeared ! With that,the bridge will break down aboslutely !

I really fail this time ! I miss something,but you forget! I rescue something ,but you ruin! I dream something, but you break!

Girls, do remember that forever ~!

When a guy always give you more care,that is really loving you ! Do not say that is useless !

When a guy always gives loose to you,that is really loving you ! Do not say that no reason why you shouldn't!

When a guy always yields and surrenders to you, that is really loving you !Do not say that cause of my charming!

When a guy always cries for you, that is really loving you!Do not say please don't like a girl !

When a guy tries his best to bring about a beautiful feature , that is really loving you ! Do not say that is for yourself !

If you really love him ,then give him more confidence less despising, give him more self-esteem less striking, and try to feel his care in your heart !

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Beijing Olympic Games

2008-8-9 14:47:59 阅读(11) 评论(5)

Aug8th,2008, the 29th Olympic Games in Beijing China eventually uncovered her mysterious veil with billions of expectations.

At the beginning, as we chinese have imagined ,the chief director give us a big surprise,

a huge visual impact that in the centre of the nation gym there are thousands of actors showing the performances . They are drumming the instrument called "Fou" in China rhythmically and show us various shape under the optical image that make us back to history . Various things like these are althrough the whole opening ceremony.

From Chinese Pen ,Ink,Paper and Yan to the land and the Maritime Silk Road , there is no doubt to make us have a profound understanding of Chinese culture .Of course , we Chinese basically do,but most foreigers don't understand what the actors say and reflect.

Dir. Zhang does have the creative thinking and he is eager to show our long history,but he ignores of that our history and cultrue are so great that have them showing to foreingers clearly without any translation on the spot. Although these ,this opening ceremony is perfect and has many outstandings,such as the countdown and the huge Chinese landscape painting .

But the fly in the ointment is the song of the Olympic Games,which is badly worse. And Mr. Liu is rather informal .I really don't know why he has to select a T-shirt like an old and wear .Opening ceremony is formal after all ! Harmonious is including respect !

The Beijing Olympic Games has costed 1.5 trillion ,but personally I hold that it is worthy,for it doesn't have the opportunity for every country ! Only one worried is that if we have enough demand to maintain or develop the economy as before.Although the cost of the Beijing Olympic Games is only small part of our GDP , when the foreign delegations leave , who use the Olympic Village? and who use the Media Village also?

There is no doubt that we can easily earn the cost back but when the Games over,the domestic and the foreign demand is enough to guarrantee our development as befere with the RMB appreciating? Who knows.....